33.
What is at stake now on your part is this,—your eager wishes, or
even, if you like, your reputation and the glory of the aedileship. But on
the side of Cnaeus Plancius, it is his safety, his rights as a Roman and a
citizen which are in peril. You wished me to be safe; he even ensured every
safety by his actions. Yet I am torn asunder and rent in pieces by
grief—I do grieve that in a contest where the stakes are so
unequal, you should be offended by my conduct, but, I declare most solemnly,
I would much rather endanger my own safety on your behalf than abandon the
safety of Cnaeus Plancius to your hostility in this contest.
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In truth, O judges, while I wish to be adorned
with every virtue, yet there is nothing which I can esteem more highly than
the being and appearing grateful. For this one virtue is not only the
greatest, but is also the parent of all the other virtues. What is filial
affection, but a grateful inclination towards one's parents?—who
are good citizens, who are they who deserve well of their country both in
war and at home but they who recollect the kindness which they have received
from their country?—who are pious men who are men attentive to
religious obligations, but they who with proper honours and with a grateful
memory acquit themselves to the immortal gods of the gratitude which they
owe to them?—what pleasure can there be in life, if friendships be
taken away?—and, moreover, what friendship can exist between
ungrateful people?—
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Who of us has
been liberally educated, by whom his bringers up, and his teachers, and his
governors, and even the very mute place itself in which he has
been brought up and taught, are not preserved in his mind with a grateful
recollection?—who ever can have, or who ever had such resources in
himself as to be able to stand without many acts of kindness on the part of
many friends?—and yet no such acts can possibly exist, if you take
away memory and gratitude. I, in truth, think nothing so much the peculiar
property of man, as the quality of being bound, not only by a kindness
received, but by even the intimation of good-will towards one; and I think
nothing so inconsistent with one's idea of a man—nothing so
barbarous or so brutal—as to appear, I will not say unworthy of,
but surpassed by kindness.
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And as this is the case, I will succumb, O
Laterensis, to your accusation; and in that very particular in which there
cannot by any possibility be any excess,—namely, in gratitude, I
will confess that I have gone to excess, since you insist upon it that it is
so. And I will entreat you, O judges, to bind that man to you by a kindness,
in whom the only fault that those who blame him find with him is that they
accuse him of being immoderately grateful. And that ought not to prevail
with you so as to make you think lightly of my gratitude, when he said that
you were neither guilty men nor litigious men, so that there was the less
reason for your allowing me any great influence over you: as if in my
intercourse with my friends I did not always prefer that these abilities of
mine (if indeed I have any abilities) should be at the service of my
friends, rather than they should become necessary to them. In truth, I do
venture to say this of myself, that my friendship has been a pleasure to
more men than those to whom it has been a protection; and I should greatly
repent of my past life; if there was no room in my friendship for any one
who was not either a litigious person or a guilty one.
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