DCLXVII (F XII, 18)
TO Q. CORNIFICIUS (IN SYRIA)
ROME (OCTOBER)
I will answer the end part of your last letter
first—for I have noticed that that is
what you great orators occasionally do. You
express disappointment at not getting letters from
me; whereas I never fail to send one whenever I am
informed by your family that somebody is going to
you. I think I gather from your letter that you
are not likely to take any step rashly, nor to
decide on any plan before you know in what
direction that fellow Caecilius Bassus 1 is likely to break out. That is
what I had hoped, for I felt confidence in your
wisdom, and now your very welcome letter makes me
quite secure. And I beg you as a special favour
that you will, as often as you can, make it
possible for me to know what you are doing, what
is being done, and also what you intend to do.
Although I felt much distressed at your leaving
me, I consoled myself at the time by thinking that
you were going to a scene of the most profound
tranquillity, and were leaving the cloud of
serious troubles overhanging us. In both cases the
actual truth has been the reverse. Where you are a
war has broken out: with us there has followed a
period of peace. Yet, after all, it is a peace in
which, had you been here, there would have been
many things that would not have pleased you,
things in fact which do not please
Caesar himself. In truth, this is always among the
results of civil wars—that it is not
only what the victor wishes that is done:
concessions have also to be made to those by whose
aid the victory was won. For my part, I have
become so hardened that at our friend Caesar's
games I saw T. Plancus 2 and listened to the poems of
Laberius and Publilius 3 with the
utmost sangfroid There is nothing I feel the lack
of so much as of some one with whom to laugh at
these things in a confidential and philosophic
spirit. You will be the man, if you will only come
as soon as possible. That you should do so I think
is important to yourself as well as to me.
ROME (OCTOBER)