On the evening of February 4th, 1864, I went to Washington
Shortly after noon of the following day, I rang the bell at Mr. Lovejoy
's residence on Fifteenth Street. To my sorrow, I found him very ill; but it was hoped by his friends that he was then improving.
Though very feeble, he insisted upon seeing me, and calling for writing materials, sat up in bed to indite a note introducing me to the President
This, handed to me open; I read.
One expression I have not forgotten, it was so like Mr. Lincoln
himself, as I afterward came to know him. “I am gaining very slowly.--It is hard work drawing the sled up-hill.”
And this suggests the similarity there was between these men. Lovejoy
had much more of the agitator, the reformer, in his nature, but both drew the inspiration of their lives from the same source, and it was founded in sterling honesty.
Their modes of thought and illustration were remarkably alike.
It is not strange that they should have been bosom friends.
The President called repeatedly to see him during his illness; and it was on one of these occasions that he said to him, “This war is eating my life out; I have a strong impression that I shall not live to see the end.”
's health subsequently improved, and for a change he went to Brooklyn, N. Y.
, where, it will be remembered,
he had a relapse, and died, universally mourned as one of the truest and most faithful of our statesmen.
did not hear from him directly after he left Washington
Through a friend I learned by letter that he was lying at the point of death.
This intelligence I communicated to the President
the same evening, in the vestibule of the White House
,--meeting him on his way to the War Department.
He was deeply affected by it. His only words were, “Lovejoy
was the best friend I had in Congress.”
To return from this pardonable digression,--I took the note of introduction at once to the White House
; but no opportunity was afforded me of presenting it during the day. The following morning passed with the same result, and I then resolved to avail myself of Mrs. Lincoln
's Saturday afternoon reception — at which, I was told, the President
would be present — to make myself known to him. Two o'clock found me one of the throng pressing toward the centre of attraction, the “blue” room.
From the threshold of the “crimson” parlor as I passed, I had a glimpse of the gaunt figure of Mr. Lincoln
in the distance, haggard-looking, dressed in black, relieved only by the prescribed white gloves; standing, it seemed to me, solitary and alone, though surrounded by the crowd, bending low now and then in the process of handshaking, and responding half abstractedly to the
well-meant greetings of the miscellaneous assemblage.
Never shall I forget the electric thrill which went through my whole being at this instant.
I seemed to see lines radiating from every part of the globe; converging to a focus at the point where that plain, awkward-looking man stood, and to hear in spirit a million prayers, “as the sound of many waters,” ascending in his behalf.
Mingled with supplication I could discern a clear symphony of triumph and blessing, swelling with an everincreas-ing volume.
It was the voice of those who had been bondmen and bondwomen, and the grand diapason swept up from the coming ages.
It was soon my privilege, in the regular succession, to take that honored hand.
Accompanying the act, my name and profession were announced to him in a low tone by one of the assistant private secretaries
, who stood by his side.
Retaining my hand, he looked at me inquiringly for an instant, and said, “Oh yes; I know; this is the painter.”
Then straightening himself to his full height, with a twinkle of the eye, he added, playfully, “Do you think, Mr.
C-, that you can make a handsome picture of me
emphasizing strongly the last word.
Somewhat confused at this point-blank shot, uttered in a tone so loud as to attract the attention of those in immediate proximity, I made a random reply, and took the occasion to ask if I could see him in his study at the close of
To this he responded in the peculiar vernacular of the West
, “I reckon,” resuming meanwhile the mechanical and traditional exercise of the hand which no President
has ever yet been able to avoid, and which, severe as is the ordeal, is likely to attach to the position, so long as the Republic