in giving to the world this Autobiography of my husband's early years, I am carrying out his wishes.
Unfortunately, the Autobiography was left unfinished.
I am, however, able to give very full extracts from his journals, letters, and private note-books, in which, day by day, he jotted down observations and reflections.
My best introduction is the following passage from a letter he wrote to me on November 30, 1893:--
I should like to write out a rough draft, as it were, of my life.
The polishing could take care of itself, or you could do it, when the time comes.
Were I suddenly to be called away, how little, after all, the world would know of me!
My African life has been fairly described, but only as it affected those whom I served, or those who might be concerned.
The inner existence, the me, what does anybody know of?
nay, you may well ask, what do I know?
But, granted that I know little of my real self, still, I am the best evidence for myself.
And though, when I have quitted this world, it will matter nothing to me what people say of me, up to the moment of death we should strive to leave behind us something which can either comfort, amuse, instruct, or benefit the living; and though I cannot do either, except in a small degree, even that little should be given.
Just endeavour to imagine yourself in personal view of all the poor boys in these islands, English, Scotch, Welsh, and Irish, and also all the poor boys in Canada, the States, and our Colonies; regarding them as we regard those in the schools we visit in Lambeth, or at Cadoxton, we would see some hundreds, perhaps thousands, to whom we would instinctively turn, and wish we had the power to say something that would encourage them in their careers.
That is just how I feel.
Not all who hear are influenced by precept, and not all who see, change because of example.
But as I am not singular in anything that I know of, there must be a goodly number of boys who are penetrable, and it is for these penetrable intelligences, and assimilative organizations, that I would care to leave the truthful record of my life.
For I believe the story of my efforts, struggles, sufferings, and failures, of the work done, and the work left undone,--I believe this story would help others.
If my life had been merely frivolous, a life of purposeless drifting, why, then silence were better.
But it has not been so, and therefore my life can teach some lessons, and give encouragement to others.
The pathos of this Autobiography lies in the deprivations and denials of those early years, here recorded for the first time.
Yet these sufferings, as he came to realise, were shaping and fitting him for the great work he was to perform; and his training and experiences were perhaps the finest a man could have had, since, day by day, he was being educated for the life that lay before him. Stanley
It can be understood how invaluable such a career and such a training, with its compulsory lessons, was to me, as a preparation for the tremendous tasks which awaited me.
A boy of intense and passionate feelings, the longing for home, love, friends, and encouragement, at times amounted to pain; yet all these natural blessings were denied him; he received no affection from parents, no shelter of home, no kindness or help of friends, excepting from his adopted father, who died soon after befriending the lonely boy. Baffled and bruised at every turn, yet “the strong pulse of youth vindicates its right to gladness, even here.”
Orphaned, homeless, friendless, destitute, he nevertheless was rich in self-reliance and self-control, with a trust in God which never failed him. And so Stanley
grew to greatness, a greatness which cannot be fully measured by his contemporaries.
As a key to Stanley
's life, it may be mentioned that one of his earliest and dearest wishes, often expressed to me in secret, was, by his personal character and the character of his work in every stage of his career, to obliterate the stigma of pauperism which had been so deeply branded into his very soul by the Poor-Law methods, and which in most cases is so lifelong in its blasting effects on those who would strive to rise, ever so little, from such a Slough of Despond.
So that, when he had achieved fame as an explorer, he craved, far more than this, a recognition by the English and American Public of the high endeavour which was the result of a real nobility of character and aim.
The ungenerous conduct displayed towards Stanley
by a portion of the Press and Public would have been truly extraordinary, but for the historical treatment of Columbus and other great explorers into the Unknown.
was not only violently attacked on his return from every expedition, but it was, for instance, insinuated that he had not discovered Livingstone
, while some even dared to denounce, as forgeries, the autograph letters brought home from Livingstone
to his children, notwithstanding their own assurance to the contrary.
This reception produced, therefore, a bitter disappointment, only to be appreciated by the reader when he has completed this survey of Stanley
's splendid personality.
sought no financial benefit by exploiting Africa, as he might legitimately have done, is borne out by the fact that instead of becoming a multi-millionaire, as the result of his vast achievements, and his unique influence with the native chiefs, the actual sources of his income were almost entirely literary.
This is indicated in the text.
Accepting Free Trade as a policy, the blindness of the British Nation
to the value of additional colonies, and the indifference, not only of successive Governments, but of the various Chambers of Commerce, and the industrial community generally, whose business instincts might have been expected to develop greater foresight, was a source of the deepest concern and disappointment to Stanley
; for it meant the loss to England both of the whole of the present Congo Free State, and, later, of the monopoly of the Congo Railway
, now one of the most profitable in the world.
The determined opposition for long exhibited to the acquisition of Uganda and British East Africa
was also, for a time, a great anxiety to him.
It may also be pointed out here that all that is now German East Africa
was explored and opened up to commerce and civilisation by British explorers, Livingstone
, and Stanley
Thus England threw away what individual Empire-builders had won for the realm.
The obvious advantages and paramount necessity to a Free-Trade country of having vast new markets of its own are sufficiently apparent, whatever views are held on the difficult Fiscal Question.
Canon Hensley Henson
, in 1907, preached a remarkable sermon at St. Margaret's Church, Westminster, on St. Paul; and the following passage struck me as being, in some respects, not inapplicable to Stanley
St. Paul, in after years, when he could form some estimate of the effect of his vision, came to think that it represented the climax of a long course of Providential action; his ancestry, character, training, experiences, seemed to him, in retrospect, so wonderfully adapted to the work which he had been led to undertake, that he felt compelled to ascribe all to the over-ruling Providence of God; that no less a Power than God Himself had been active in his life; and the singular congruity of his earlier experiences with the requirements of his later work, confirmed the impression.
“Such men,” wrote the Rev. W. Hughes
, Missionary on the Congo
, “as Dr. Livingstone
and Henry M. Stanley
, who went to Africa to prepare the way and open up that vast and wealthy country, that the light of civilisation and the Gospel might enter therein, are men created for their work, set apart, and sent out by Divine Providence, which over-rules everything that it may promote the good of man, and show forth His own glory.
No one who has always lived in a civilised country can conceive what these two men have accomplished.”
The following striking picture of Stanley
, from an article in “Blackwood
's Magazine,” may well be given here:--
If the history of modern discovery has a moment comparable for dramatic interest to that in which Columbus turned his prow westward, and sailed into space, to link for ever the destinies of two hemispheres, it is the one in which a roving white man, in the far heart of Africa, set his face down the current of a mighty river, and committed himself to its waters, determined, for weal or woe, to track their course to the sea. The Genoese navigator, indeed, who divined and dared an unknown world, staked the whole future of humanity on his bold intuition, but posterity may one day trace results scarcely less momentous to the resolve of the intrepid explorer who launched his canoe on the Congo at Nyangwe, to win a second great inheritance for mankind.
The exploration of the great, moving highway of Africa makes an epoch in the discovery of Africa, closing the era of desultory and isolated research, and opening that of combined, steady effort towards a definite, though distant, goal.
That goal is the opening — up of the vast Equatorial region to direct intercourse with Europe.
I will now close my preface with St. Paul's words, because they so wonderfully apply to Stanley
In journeyings often, in perils of waters,
In perils of robbers, in perils by mine own countrymen, in perils by the heathen,
In perils in the city, in perils in the wilderness, in perils in the sea,
In perils among false brethren;
In weariness and painfulness, in watchings often,
In hunger and thirst, in fastings often,
n cold and nakedness.
. . . . . . . . . . . . .
If I must needs glory, I will glory of the things that concern my weakness. (ii Corinthians, Chap.
XI, 26, 27, 30.)
The first nine chapters of the book are the Autobiography, covering the early years of Stanley
In the remaining chapters, the aim has been to make him the narrator and interpreter of his own actions.
This has been done, wherever possible, by interweaving, into a connected narrative, strands gathered from his unpublished writings.
These materials consist, first, of journals and note-books.
For many years he kept a line-a-day diary; through some periods, especially during his explorations, he wrote a full journal; and at a later period he kept note-books, as well as a journal, for jotting down, sometimes a personal retrospect, sometimes a comment on the society about him, or a philosophical reflection.
The material includes, next, a number of lectures, upon his various explorations; these he prepared with great care, but they were never published.
They were written after he had published the books covering the same travels; and in the lectures we have the story told in a more condensed and colloquial way. Finally, there are his letters; in those to acquaintances, and even to friends, Stanley
was always reserved about himself, and his feelings; I have therefore used only a few of those written to me, during our married life.
In some parts of the book, a thread of editorial explanation connects the passages by Stanley
's hand; and for some periods, where the original material was fragmentary, the main narrative is editorial.
The use of the large type signifies that Stanley
is the writer; the smaller type indicates the editor's hand.
I would here record my deep gratitude to Mr. George S. Merriam
, of Springfield, Massachusetts
, U. S. A.
, for the invaluable help and advice he has given me; and also to Mr. Henry S. Wellcome
's much-valued friend, for the great encouragement and sympathy he has shown me throughout the preparation of this book for the press.
Mr. Sidney Low
's beautiful tribute, I republish, by kind permission of Messrs. Smith
, from the “Cornhill Magazine,” of July, 1904.
Finally, I would draw attention to the map of Africa placed at the end of this volume: Stanley
carefully superintended the making of it by the great map-maker, Mr. John Bolton
, at Messrs. Stanford
's. It was Mr. Bolton
's suggestion that I should put the small outline map of England beside it to indicate, by comparison, the relative size of that portion of Africa which is included in the larger map.