pressing forward, seeking new light.
She heard Channing
preach, heard him say that God loves bad men as well as good; another window opened in her soul.
Again, on a journey to Boston
, she met Ralph Waldo Emerson
The train being delayed at a wayside station, she saw the Transcendentalist, whom she had pictured as hardly human, carrying on his shoulder the child of a poor and weary woman; her heart warmed to him, and they soon made acquaintance.
She, with the ardor of youth, gave him at some length the religious views which she still held in the main, and with which she felt he would not agree.
She enlarged upon the personal presence of Satan on this earth, on his power over man. Mr. Emerson
replied with gentle courtesy, “Surely the angel must be stronger than the Demon!”
She never forgot these words; another window opened, and a wide one.
had come a long way from old Ascension Church, where Peter Stuyvesant
, in a full brown wig, carried round the plate, and the Reverend Manton
preached sermons “remarked for their good English
” ; and where communicants were not expected to go to balls or theatres.
The years of mourning over, the Ward
sisters took up the pursuits natural to their age and position.
was now eighteen, very beautiful, already showing the rare social gift which distinguished her through life.
The two sisters began a season of visiting, dancing, and all manner of gayeties.
The following letter illustrates this period of her girlhood:--