speak of him warmly, she determined to attend his services.
She found his preaching “as unlike as possible to that of Theodore Parker
He had not the philosophic and militant genius of Parker
, but he had a genius of his own, poetical, harmonizing.
In after years I esteemed myself fortunate in having passed from the drastic discipline of the one to the tender and reconciling ministry of the other.”
She has much to say in the “Reminiscences” about the dear “Saint James
,” as his friends loved to call him. The relation between them was close and affectionate: the Church
of the Disciples became her spiritual home.
These were the days of the Civil War
; we must turn back to its opening year to record an episode of importance to her and to others.
In the autumn of 1861 she went to Washington
in company with GovernorAndrew
and Mrs. Andrew
, Mr. Clarke
and the Doctor
, who was one of the pioneers of the Sanitary Commission, carrying his restless energy and indomitable will from camp to hospital, from battlefield to bureau.
She longed to help in some way, but felt that there was nothing she could do — except make lint, which we were all doing.
“I could not leave my nursery to follow the march of our armies, neither had I the practical deftness which the preparing and packing of sanitary stores demanded.
Something seemed to say to me, ‘You would be glad to serve, but you cannot help anyone: you have nothing to give, and there is nothing for you to do.’
Yet, because of my sincere desire, a word ”