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ministry chosen are little inclined to accept.
It is almost impossible for any one to act, unless the Pope is stripped of his temporal power, and the hour for that is not yet quite ripe; though they talk more and more of proclaiming the Republic, and even of calling my friend Mazzini.
If I came home at this moment, I should feel as if forced to leave my own house, my own people, and the hour which I had always longed for. If I do come in this way, all I can:promise is to plague other people as little as possible.
My own plans and desires will be postponed to another world.
Do not feel anxious about me. Some higher power leads me through strange, dark, thorny paths, broken at times by glades opening down into prospects of sunny beauty, into which I am not permitted to enter.
If God disposes for us, it is not for nothing.
This I can say, my heart is in some respects better, it is kinder and more humble.
Also, my mental acquisitions have certainly been great, however inadequate to my desires.
Mazzini has stood alone in Italy, on a sunny height, far above the stature of other men. He has fought a great fight against folly, compromise, and treason; steadfast in his convictions, and of almost miraculous energy to sustain them, is he. He has foes; and at this moment, while he heads the insurrection in the Valtellina, the Roman people murmur his name, and long to call him here.
How often rings in my ear the consolatory word of Korner, after many struggles, many undeceptions, ‘Though the million suffer shipwreck, yet noble hearts survive!’
