35.
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These things are, however, of but little importance; but those points are
serious and weighty, that you wish now to find fault with, and in an
underhand manner, to accuse my departure from the city, which you had often
wept over. For you have said that assistance was not wanting to me, but that
I was wanting to those who were willing to assist me. But I confess that,
because I saw that aid was not wanting to me, I did on that account spare
that aid; for who is there who does not know what was the state of things at
that time.—what danger and what a storm there was in the republic?
Was it fear of the tribunes, or was it the frenzy of the consuls which
influenced me? Was it a very formidable thing for me to fight with the sword
with the relics of those men, whom, when they were flourishing with their
strength unimpaired, I had defeated without the sword? The basest and most
infamous consuls in the memory of man,—as both the beginning of
their conduct and as their recent termination of those affairs, show them to
have been, (one of whom lost his army, and the other sold
it,)—having bought their provinces, had deserted the senate, and
the republic, and all good men. When no one knew what were the feelings of
those men who by means of their armies, and their arms, and their riches,
were the most powerful men in the state, then that voice, rendered insane by
its infamous debaucheries, made effeminate by its attendance on holy altars,
kept crying out in a most ferocious manner that both these men and the
consuls were acting in concert with him.
Needy men were armed against the rich, abandoned men against the good, slaves
against their masters.
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The senate was
with me, even changing its garments in token of the danger; a measure which
was adopted by public resolution for no one else except myself in the memory
of man. But recollect who were then our enemies with the name of consuls.
The only men since the city was built who ever prevented the senate from
complying with a resolution of the senate, and who by their edict took away,
not indeed grief, from the conscript fathers, but the power of deciding on
the reasons for their grief. The whole equestrian order was with me; whom,
indeed, that dancing consul of Catiline's used to frighten in the assemblies
of the people with menaces of proscription. All Italy was assembled, and terrified with fear of civil war
and devastation.
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