Old portraits and modern Sketches
Inscribed as follows, when first collected in book-form:—
To Dr. A. Bailey, of the National Era, Washington, D. C., these sketches, many of which originally appeared in the columns of the paper under his editorial supervision, are, in their present form, offered as a token of the esteem and confidence which years of political and literary communion have justified and confirmed, on the part of his friend and associate,
A man ia the clouds, and hear him speak to thee?
Who has not read Pilgrim's Progress
? Who has not, in childhood, followed the wandering Christian
on his way to the Celestial City
Who has not laid at night his young head on the pillow, to paint on the walls of darkness pictures of the Wicket Gate
and the Archers, the Hill
of Difficulty, the Lions and Giants, Doubting Castle and Vanity Fair, the sunny Delectable Mountains and the Shepherds, the Black River
and the wonderful glory beyond it; and at last fallen asleep, to dream over the strange story, to hear the sweet welcomings of the sisters at the House
Beautiful, and the song of birds from the window of that ‘upper chamber which opened towards the sunrising?’
And who, looking back to the green spots in his
childish experiences, does not bless the good Tinker
And who, that has reperused the story of the Pilgrim
at a maturer age, and felt the plummet of its truth sounding in the deep places of the soul, has not reason to bless the author for some timely warning or grateful encouragement?
Where is the scholar, the poet, the man of taste and feeling, who does not, with Cowper
Even in transitory life's late day,
Revere the man whose Pilgrim marks the road,
And guides the Progress of the soul to God!
We have just been reading, with no slight degree of interest, that simple but wonderful piece of autobiography, entitled Grace abounding to the Chief of Sinners
, from the pen of the author of Pilgrim's Progress
. It is the record of a journey more terrible than that of the ideal Pilgrim; ‘truth stranger than fiction;’ the painful upward struggling of a spirit from the blackness of despair and blasphemy, into the high, pure air of Hope and Faith.
More earnest words were never written.
It is the entire unveiling of a human heart; the tearing off of the fig-leaf covering of its sin. The voice which speaks to us from these old pages seems not so much that of a denizen of the world in which we live, as of a soul at the last solemn confessional.
Shorn of all ornament, simple and direct as the contrition and prayer of childhood, when for the first time the Spectre of Sin stands by its bedside, the style is that of a man dead to self-gratification, careless of the world's opinion, and only desirous to convey to others, in all truthfulness
and sincerity, the lesson of his inward trials, temptations, sins, weaknesses, and dangers; and to give glory to Him who had mercifully led him through all, and enabled him, like his own Pilgrim, to leave behind the Valley of the Shadow
of Death, the snares of the Enchanted Ground
, and the terrors of Doubting Castle, and to reach the land of Beulah
, where the air was sweet and pleasant, and the birds sang and the flowers sprang up around him, and the Shining Ones
walked in the brightness of the not distant Heaven.
In the introductory pages he says: ‘I could have dipped into a style higher than this in which I have discoursed, and could have adorned all things more than here I have seemed to do; but I dared not. God did not play in tempting me; neither did I play when I sunk, as it were, into a bottomless pit, when the pangs of hell took hold on me; wherefore, I may not play in relating of them, but be plain and simple, and lay down the thing as it was.’
This book, as well as Pilgrim's Progress
, was written in Bedford prison, and was designed especially for the comfort and edification of his ‘children, whom God had counted him worthy to beget in faith by his ministry.’
In his introduction he tells them, that, although taken from them, and tied up, ‘sticking, as it were, between the teeth of the lions of the wilderness,’ he once again, as before, from the top of Shemer and Hermon
, so now, from the lion's den and the mountain of leopards, would look after them with fatherly care and desires for their everlasting welfare.
he, ‘you have sinned against light; if you are tempted to blaspheme; if you are drowned in despair; if you think God fights against you; or if Heaven is hidden from your eyes, remember it was so with your father.
But out of all the Lord
He gives no dates; he affords scarcely a clue to his localities; of the man, as he worked, and ate, and drank, and lodged, of his neighbors and contemporaries, of all he saw and heard of the world about him, we have only an occasional glimpse, here and there, in his narrative.
It is the story of his inward life only that he relates.
What had time and place to do with one who trembled always with the awful consciousness of an immortal nature, and about whom fell alternately the shadows of hell and the splendors of heaven?
We gather, indeed, from his record, that he was not an idle on-looker in the time of England
's great struggle for freedom, but a soldier of the Parliament, in his young years, among the praying sworders and psalm-singing pikemen, the Greathearts and Holdfasts whom he has immortalized in his allegory; but the only allusion which he makes to this portion of his experience is by way of illustration of the goodness of God in preserving him on occasions of peril.
He was born at Elstow, in Bedfordshire
, in 1628; and, to use his own words, his ‘father's house was of that rank which is the meanest and most despised of all the families of the land.’
His father was a tinker, and the son followed the same calling, which necessarily brought him into association
with the lowest and most depraved classes of English society.
The estimation in which the tinker and his occupation were held, in the seventeenth century, may be learned from the quaint and humorous description of Sir Thomas Overbury
. ‘The tinker,’ saith he, ‘is a movable, for he hath no abiding in one place; he seems to be devout, for his life is a continual pilgrimage, and sometimes, in humility, goes barefoot, therein making necessity a virtue; he is a gallant, for he carries all his wealth upon his back; or a philosopher, for he bears all his substance with him. He is always furnished with a song, to which his hammer, keeping tune, proves that he was the first founder of the kettle-drum; where the best ale is, there stands his music most upon crotchets.
The companion of his travel is some foul, sun-burnt quean, that, since the terrible statute, has recanted gypsyism, and is turned pedlaress.
So marches he all over England
, with his bag and baggage; his conversation is irreprovable, for he is always mending.
He observes truly the statutes, and therefore had rather steal than beg. He is so strong an enemy of idleness, that in mending one hole he would rather make three than want work; and when he hath done, he throws the wallet of his faults behind him. His tongue is very voluble, which, with canting, proves him a linguist.
He is entertained in every place, yet enters no farther than the door, to avoid suspicion.
To conclude, if he escape Tyburn and Banbury
, he dies a beggar.’
Truly, but a poor beginning for a pious life was the youth of John Bunyan
As might have been
expected, he was a wild, reckless, swearing boy, as his father doubtless was before him. ‘It was my delight,’ says he, ‘to be taken captive by the Devil.
I had few equals, both for cursing and swearing, lying and blaspheming.’
Yet, in his ignorance and darkness, his powerful imagination early lent terror to the reproaches of conscience.
He was scared, even in childhood, with dreams of hell and apparitions of devils.
Troubled with fears of eternal fire, and the malignant demons who fed it in the regions of despair, he says that he often wished either that there was no hell, or that he had been born a devil himself, that he might be a tormentor rather than one of the tormented.
At an early age he appears to have married.
His wife was as poor as himself, for he tells us that they had not so much as a dish or spoon between them; but she brought with her two books on religious subjects, the reading of which seems to have had no slight degree of influence on his mind.
He went to church regularly, adored the priest and all things pertaining to his office, being, as he says, ‘overrun with superstition.’
On one occasion, a sermon was preached against the breach of the Sabbath by sports or labor, which struck him at the moment as especially designed for himself; but by the time he had finished his dinner he was prepared to ‘shake it out of his mind, and return to his sports and gaming.’
‘But the same day,’ he continues,
as I was in the midst of a game of cat, and having struck it one blow from the hole, just as I was about to
strike it a second time, a voice did suddenly dart from Heaven into my soul, which said, “ Wilt thou leave thy sins and go to heaven, or have thy sins and go to hell?”
At this, I was put to an exceeding maze; wherefore, leaving my cat upon the ground, I looked up to Heaven, and it was as if I had, with the eyes of my understanding, seen the Lord Jesus look down upon me, as being very hotly displeased with me, and as if He did severely threaten me with some grievous punishment for those and other ungodly practices.
I had no sooner thus conceived in my mind, but suddenly this conclusion fastened on my spirit, (for the former hint did set my sins again before my face,) that I had been a great and grievous sinner, and that it was now too late for me to look after Heaven; for Christ would not forgive me nor pardon my transgressions.
Then, while I was thinking of it, and fearing lest it should be so, I felt my heart sink in despair, concluding it was too late; and therefore I resolved in my mind to go on in sin; for, thought I, if the case be thus, my state is surely miserable; miserable if I leave my sins, and but miserable if I follow them; I can but be damned; and if I must be so, I had as good be damned for many sins as be damned for few.
The reader of Pilgrim's Progress
cannot fail here to call to mind the wicked suggestions of the Giant to Christian
, in the dungeon of Doubting Castle.
‘I returned,’ he says, ‘desperately to my sport again; and I well remember, that presently this kind of despair did so possess my soul, that I was
persuaded I could never attain to other comfort than what I should get in sin; for Heaven was gone already, so that on that I must not think; wherefore, I found within me great desire to take my fill of sin, that I might taste the sweetness of it; and I made as much haste as I could to fill my belly with its delicates, lest I should die before I had my desires; for that I feared greatly.
In these things, I protest before God, I lie not, neither do I frame this sort of speech; these were really, strongly, and with all my heart, my desires; the good Lord
, whose mercy is unsearchable, forgive my transgressions.’
One day, while standing in the street, cursing and blaspheming, he met with a reproof which startled him. The woman of the house in front of which the wicked young tinker was standing, herself, as he remarks, ‘a very loose, ungodly wretch,’ protested that his horrible profanity made her tremble; that he was the ungodliest fellow for swearing she had ever heard, and able to spoil all the youth of the town who came in his company.
Struck by this wholly unexpected rebuke, he at once abandoned the practice of swearing; although previously he tells us that ‘he had never known how to speak, unless he put an oath before and another behind.’
The good name which he gained by this change was now a temptation to him. ‘My neighbors,’ he says, ‘were amazed at my great conversion from prodigious profaneness to something like a moral life and sober man. Now, therefore, they began to praise, to commend, and to speak well of
me, both to my face and behind my back.
Now I was, as they said, become godly; now I was become a right honest man. But oh!
when I understood those were their words and opinions of me, it pleased me mighty well; for though as yet I was nothing but a poor painted hypocrite, yet I loved to be talked of as one that was truly godly.
I was proud of my godliness, and, indeed, I did all I did either to be seen of or well spoken of by men; and thus I continued for about a twelvemonth or more.’
The tyranny of his imagination at this period is seen in the following relation of his abandonment of one of his favorite sports.
Now, you must know, that before this I had taken much delight in ringing, but my conscience beginning to be tender, I thought such practice was but vain, and therefore forced myself to leave it; yet my mind hankered; wherefore, I would go to the steeple-house and look on, though I durst not ring; but I thought this did not become religion neither; yet I forced myself, and would look on still.
But quickly after, I began to think, “How if one of the bells should fall?”
Then I chose to stand under a main beam, that lay overthwart the steeple, from side to side, thinking here I might stand sure; but then I thought again, should the bell fall with a swing, it might first hit the wall, and then, rebounding upon me, might kill me for all this beam.
This made me stand in the steeple door; and now, thought I, I am safe enough; for if a bell should then fall, I can slip out behind these thick walls, and so be preserved notwithstanding.
So after this I would yet go to see them rings but would not go any farther than the steeple-door.
But then it came in my head, “ How if the steeple itself should fall?
” And this thought (it may, for aught I know, when I stood and looked on) did continually so shake my mind, that I durst not stand at the steeple-door any longer, but was forced to flee, for fear the steeple should fall upon my head.
About this time, while wandering through Bedford
in pursuit of employment, he chanced to see three or four poor old women sitting at a door, in the evening sun, and, drawing near them, heard them converse upon the things of God; of His work in their hearts; of their natural depravity; of the temptations of the Adversary; and of the joy of believing, and of the peace of reconciliation.
The words of the aged women found a response in the soul of the listener.
‘He felt his heart shake,’ to use his own words; he saw that he lacked the true tokens of a Christian.
He now forsook the company of the profane and licentious, and sought that of a poor man who had the reputation of piety, but, to his grief, he found him ‘a devilish ranter, given up to all manner of uncleanness; he would laugh at all exhortations to sobriety, and deny that there was a God, an angel, or a spirit.’
‘Neither,’ he continues, ‘was this man only a temptation to me, but, my calling lying in the country, I happened to come into several people's company, who, though strict in religion formerly, yet were also drawn away by these ranters.
These would also talk with me of their ways, and condemn
me as illegal and dark; pretending that they only had attained to perfection, that they could do what they would, and not sin. Oh!
these temptations were suitable to my flesh, I being but a young man, and my nature in its prime; but God, who had, as I hope, designed me for better things, kept me in the fear of His name, and did not suffer me to accept such cursed principles.’
At this time he was sadly troubled to ascertain whether or not he had that faith which the Scriptures spake of. Travelling one day from Elstow to Bedford
, after a recent rain, which had left pools of water in the path, he felt a strong desire to settle the question, by commanding the pools to become dry, and the dry places to become pools.
Going under the hedge, to pray for ability to work the miracle, he was struck with the thought that if he failed he should know, indeed, that he was a castaway, and give himself up to despair.
He dared not attempt the experiment, and went on his way, to use his own forcible language, ‘tossed up and down between the Devil and his own ignorance.’
Soon after, he had one of those visions which foreshadowed the wonderful dream of his Pilgrim's Progress
. He saw some holy people of Bedford
on the sunny side of an high mountain, refreshing themselves in the pleasant air and sunlight, while he was shivering in cold and darkness, amidst snows and never-melting ices, like the victims of the Scandinavian hell.
A wall compassed the mountain, separating him from the blessed, with one small gap or doorway, through which, with
great pain and effort, he was at last enabled to work his way into the sunshine, and sit down with the saints, in the light and warmth thereof.
But now a new trouble assailed him. Like Milton's metaphysical spirits, who sat apart,
And reasoned of foreknowledge, will, and fate,
he grappled with one of those great questions which have always perplexed and baffled human inquiry, and upon which much has been written to little purpose.
He was tortured with anxiety to know whether, according to the Westminster formula, he was elected to salvation or damnation.
His old adversary vexed his soul with evil suggestions, and even quoted Scripture to enforce them.
‘It may be you are not elected,’ said the Tempter; and the poor tinker thought the supposition altogether too probable.
‘Why, then,’ said Satan, ‘you had as good leave off, and strive no farther; for if, indeed, you should not be elected and chosen of God, there is no hope of your being saved; for it is neither in him that willeth nor in him that runneth, but in God who showeth mercy.’
At length, when, as he says, he was about giving up the ghost of all his hopes, this passage fell with weight upon his spirit: ‘Look at the generations of old, and see; did ever any trust in God, and were confounded?’
Comforted by these words, he opened his Bible to note them, but the most diligent search and inquiry of his neighbors failed to discover them.
At length his eye fell upon them in the Apocryphal book of Ecclesiasticus.
This, he says, somewhat doubted him at first, as the book was not canonical; but in the end he took courage and comfort
from the passage.
‘I bless God,’ he says, ‘for that word; it was good for me. That word doth still oftentimes shine before my face.’
A long and weary struggle was now before him. ‘I cannot,’ he says, ‘express with what longings and breathings of my soul I cried unto