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But, however, of the poison itself what account is invented? where was it
got? how was it prepared? by what means? to whom was it delivered, and
where? They say that he kept it at home, and that he made trial of its
strength on one of his slaves whom he provided with that express object, and
that his rapid death led him to think highly of the poison.
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O ye immortal gods! why do you at times appear
to wink at the greatest crimes of men, or why do you reserve the punishment
of present wickedness to a future day? For I saw, I saw, and I myself
experienced that grief, the bitterest grief that I ever felt in my life,
when Quintus Metellus was torn from the heart and bosom of his country, and
when that man who considered himself born only for this empire, but three
days after he had been in good health, flourishing in the senate-house, in
the rostrum, and in the republic; while in the flower of his age, of an
excellent constitution, and in the full vigour of manhood, was torn in a
most unworthy manner from all good men, and from the entire state; at which
time he, though dying, when on other points his senses appeared to be
bewildered, retained his senses to the last as far as his recollection of
the republic was concerned; and beholding me in tears, he intimated with
broken and failing voice, how great a storm he saw was impending over the
city,—how great a tempest was threatening the state; and
frequently striking that wall which separated his house from that of
Catulus, he kept on mentioning Catulus by name, and me myself, and the
republic, so as to show that he was grieving, not so much because he was
dying, as because both his country and I were about to be deprived of his
aid and protection.
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But, if no violence of sudden wickedness
had carried off that great man, with what vigour would he, as a man of
consular rank, have resisted that frantic cousin of his,—he, who
as consul said in the hearing of the senate, at a time when he
was beginning and endeavouring to give reins to his fury, that he would slay
him with his own hand! And shall that woman, proceeding from this house,
dare to speak of the rapidity of the operation of poison? Is she not afraid
of the very house itself, lest she should make it utter some sound? Does she
not dread the very walls, which are privy to her wickedness? does she not
shudder at the recollection of that fatal and melancholy night?
But I will return to the accusation: but this mention of that most
illustrious and most gallant man has both weakened my voice with weeping,
and overcome my mind with sorrow.
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