11.
Let men cease—cease, I say, from hoping that now that I have been
restored, I can be undermined by the same contrivances by which they
formerly smote me when I was flourishing. For what pair of men of consular
dignity were ever more united in friendship in this state than Cnaeus
Pompeius and I? Who has ever spoken more honourably or more repeatedly of
his dignity before the Roman people or to the senate than I have? What
labour was there so great, or what enmity so formidable, or what contest so
arduous, that I was unwilling to encounter it for the sake of his dignity?
and what honour that could be paid me by him, what panegyric of my glory,
what recompense for my goodwill was ever omitted by him?
[28]
This union of ours, this unanimity and concert in
managing the affairs of the republic successfully, this most delightful
agreement in life and all its duties, certain men, by false reports of
conversations and false accusations, broke, interrupted; going to him, and
warning him to be afraid of me, to guard against me, and at the same time
telling me that he was hostile to me above all men: so that I had net
sufficient confidence to ask of him what it was desirable for me to ask, nor
did he, having been made sore by the jealousies and wickedness of certain
individuals, promise me with sufficient freedom what my necessities
required.
[29]
A great price has been paid for
my error, O priests, so that I am not only grieved for my folly, but ashamed
of it too; since, though it was not some sudden and accidental occasion, but
many labors of long standing, encountered and undertaken long before, which
had united me with a most gallant and most illustrious man, I still suffered
myself to be led away to abandon such a friendship, and did not perceive who
they were whom it became me either to oppose as open enemies, or to distrust
as treacherous friends. Let them now at length cease to try and excite me
with the same language as before: “What is that man about? Does
not he know how great his influence is, what great achievements be has
performed with what great honour he has been restored? Why does he do honour
to the man by whom he was deserted?”
[30]
But I neither think that I was deserted at that time,
but rather surrendered; nor do I think it needful for me to explain what at
the time of that unhappiness to the republic was done against me nor how,
nor by whose instrumentality it was done. If it was beneficial to the
republic that that alone, as the victim offered for the general safety,
should quaff that most unworthy cup of calamity, it may be useful also for
me to conceal and be silent respecting the men by whose wickedness it was
brought about. But yet it is the part of an ungrateful man to be silent.
Therefore I will most willingly proclaim that Cnaeus Pompeius laboured with
all his zeal and influence as much as any one of you, and with all his
means, and labour, and by entreaty, and even at his own personal risk, to
promote my safety.
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