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that I have no option in the matter, I have written a letter to Mr. Gerhard, which I enclose, and which you can hand to him at such time as may be deemed suitable.
My contributing friends must know there was nothing personal in my action, because I do not know the name of a single contributor.
I acted on the general principle I have always held, that a public man makes a mistake when he allows his generous friends to reward him with gifts.
I wrote Mr. Gerhard it was not a case of necessity, as, by proper economy, we could and should live on our means; that if anything should happen to me, than I would be grateful for the smallest assistance given to you and the children; but until that time, I thought it better for me to preserve my independence, although no one could be more sensible to and grateful for the generous kindness of my friends than I was. My opinions are still unchanged; but if the affair is settled, and it is too late to decline, I have no disposition to be ungenerous, and certainly no design of doing anything that would be offensive to the feelings of those who have been so kind to me. You can therefore take the house, and express to all you know my deep obligation and sincere gratitude.
The enemy, though to has fallen back, still confronts us, and is being reinforced.
South side of Pamunkey River, Hanovertown, Headquarters army of the Potomac, 10 A. M., May 29, 1864.
We have crossed the Pamunkey, and are now within eighteen miles of Richmond.
Lee has fallen back from the North Anna, and is somewhere between us and Richmond.
We shall move forward to-day to feel for him. We are getting on very well, and I am in hopes will continue to manoeuvre till we compel Lee to retire into the defense of Richmond, when the grand decisive fight will come off, which I trust will bring the war to a close, and that it will be victory for us. Headquarters army of the Potomac, May 30, 1864.
We are within sixteen miles of Richmond, working our way along slowly but surely.
I expect we shall be a long while getting in, but I trust through the blessing of God we will at last succeed, and if we do. I think, from the tone of the Southern press, and the talk of the prisoners, that they will be sensible enough to give it up. They are now fighting cautiously, but desperately, disputing every inch of ground, but confining themselves exclusively to the defensive.