10.
We saw the course of his life his indolence and sloth; those who were in the
least acquainted with him saw his secret licentiousness. Moreover, he gave
us, by his conversation, plenty of handles to enable us to grasp and
comprehend his inmost feelings.
[23]
Being a
very learned man, he used to praise philosophers,—I don't know
which, and indeed he could not tell their names himself;—but still
he used to praise those above all others who were said to be beyond all the
rest the admirers and panegyrists of pleasures: of what sort of
pleasure,—of pleasure enjoyed at what times and in what manner he
never inquired but the name itself he devoured with all the energy of his
mind and body. And he used to say that those same philosophers were right
when they said that wise men do everything for the sake of themselves, that
no man in his senses has any business to trouble himself about the
government of the republic; that nothing is better than a life of ease, full
of, and loaded with, all sorts of pleasures and he used to say that those
men who said that men ought to regard their own dignity, and to consult the
interests of the republic, and to have a regard in every action of life to
duty and not to advantage, that men ought to undergo dangers on behalf of
their country, and to encounter wounds and to seek even death for its sake,
were crazy and mad.
[24]
And from these
incessant and daily conversations of his, and because I saw who the men were
with whom he lived in the more retired part of his house, and because his
house itself (as I may say) smoked so as to emit a steam from his discourse,
and to show what he was about, I made up my mind that nothing good was to be
looked for from such a trifler; but at the same time certainly that no evil
need be feared. But the fact is, O judges, that, if you give a sword to a
little child, or to a powerless and decrepit old man, he himself by his own
violence cannot injure any one, but still if the sword touches the naked body of even the strongest man, it is possible that he
may be wounded by the mere sharpness and power of the weapon; in like
manner, when the consulship had been given as a sword to enervated and
worn-out men, who, of their own strength, would never be able to wound any
one, they, armed with the name of supreme command, murdered the republic.
They openly made a treaty with the tribune of the people, to receive from
him whatever provinces they chose, and an army, and as much money as they
chose, on this condition,—that they themselves were the first to
hand over the afflicted republic in fetters to the tribune. And they thought
that that treaty could be ratified in my blood.
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And when this matter was divulged, (for such enormous
wickedness could not be dissembled or hidden for any length of time,)
motions are proposed at one and the same time by the same tribune,
concerning my destruction and concerning the provinces of the consuls,
allotting them to each of them by name.
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