16.
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But there were other grounds for fear, and other reasons for anxiety and
suspicion, O judges, which influenced me at that time. For I will explain to
you this day, O judges, all the principles of my conduct and of my designs;
and I will not be wanting to your great desire of hearing the truth, nor to
this multitude, the greatest which within my recollection, has ever appeared
in any court of justice. For if I, in so good a cause, when supported so
zealously by the senate, and by such an inconceivable unanimity on the part
of all virtuous men, ready to act in my behalf, and when all
Italy was stirred up and braced
for the contest,—yielded to the fury of a tribune of the people,
one of the most despicable of men; if I was afraid of the trifling but
audacious characters of those most contemptible consuls, then I should be
forced to confess that I was too timid, that I was a man of no courage, of
no decision, and of no wisdom.
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For what
was there in the case of Quintus Metellus similar to mine? Although all good
men considered that he had right on his side, yet the senate did not espouse
his cause by any public resolution, nor did any separate body of men by any
private vote, nor had all Italy
undertaken the advocacy of his cause by their decrees. For he had shown
greater regard for some sort of private credit of his own, than for the
manifest welfare of the republic, when he alone had refused to swear to a
law which had been passed by means of violence; and lastly, his great
bravery appeared to be exercised with this qualification, that his own
credit for consistency was not to be sacrificed to his affection for his
country. But he had to contend against the invincible army of Caius Marius;
he had for an enemy Caius Marius, the preserver of his country, now for the
sixth time administering the affairs of the republic as consul. He had to
contend against Lucius Saturninus, now for a second time tribune of the
people; a vigilant man, and one who in a popular cause conducted himself, if
not with moderation, at all events with due regard to the prejudices of the
people, and in a very disinterested spirit. He yielded, lest, being
conquered by brave men, he should fall disgracefully, or lest, if conqueror
himself, he should deprive the republic of many gallant citizens.
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But my cause was embraced openly by the
senate, with the greatest energy by the equestrian order, by all Italy by means of public resolutions, and
by all good men with the greatest earnestness, as if it were their own
personal quarrel. I had performed achievements with regard to which I had
not been the sole originator of them, but the leader of the universal
inclination of all the citizens; and which were designed to promote not my
own single glory, but the common safety of all the citizens—I may
almost say of all nations. And I had performed them in such a manner that
all men were bound at all times to uphold and defend my conduct.
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