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tried to take it all philosophically, but it was hard, very hard.
Most of all to General Meade and General Humphreys, who really took it admirably, for both of them have excellent tempers of their own, which, on occasions, burst forth, like twelve-pounder spherical case.
In a little while the General again rode away; this time to see General Warren, some four miles off. Two aides, besides myself, went with him. We rode along the rear of our batteries, which were still, from time to time, exchanging shots with those opposite; though not when I chanced to be passing, I am happy to say. General Warren had a sad face, as well he might.
He drew aside, with the two other generals, and there they stood, in long consultation, over a fire which had been made for them, for the air was sharp.
Then we started back again, stopping half-way at General French's, whom we found in a fuming passion, partly because two of his divisions had been, in some way, put under guidance of General Warren, and partly because he was all ready for the assault and had pushed his skirmish line to within 300 yards of the Rebel works,while the storming parties were in a great rage at not being led on. Alas!
it was of no use; General Humphreys, with a heavy sigh, pronounced the opportunity (if it had ever existed) now past; and, when he cries no fight, you may be sure there is not much chance.
At a meeting that evening, the other generals concurred.
It was physically impossible to flank any more on either side, and the only thing that remained was:
The King of France with forty thousand men,Wherever the fault lies, I shall always be astonished at the extraordinary moral courage of General Meade, which enabled him to order a retreat, when his knowledge, as an
Marched up a hill; and then marched down again.