my dear
Hillard,—Your little missive greeted my coming here; and to-day I am gladdened by your more copious sheet of Sept. 29, and mortified, too, by the thought of my heavy debt to you. Sleep,—of which I take an abundance,—exercise, receiving and returning a few calls have consumed my hours and minutes.
I have a noble horse, whose hoofs, resounding on the beach, fill me with daily exhilaration; and I do not fail in gentle companions in my exercise.
Miss Harper is not fond enough of rapid motion.
With the young
Caroline Bayard (fair daughter of a more beautiful mother!) I ride this evening; and we shall devour the way with no mean amble or more energetic trot, but with a swift gallop.
Miss Harper is said to have drawn after her, in her journey of life, a large train of admirers.
She is amiable and good, and I doubt not possesses a judgment as fine as her character; but she does not seem endowed with the magical grace which has introduced into her family three titles from the
English peerage.
I like her frankness and simplicity, and her sympathy with things high and true.
I have been more pleased with the Middletons than I expected to be. The sons are bred thoroughly in the conventions of life; and their voices and kindly manners indicate refinement.
Their days seem to pass in inaction.
In such a life I should soon droop.
The mind requires some serious study or labor as a staff on which to lean,—without which it falls to the earth.
I begin already, happy as I have been in my period of convalescence, to pant for my former life, and hope to be with you at the beginning of next week.
I am sad at the thought of Mary, with a disease, like stern destiny, preying upon her: and yet she has been spared longer than I had once ventured to hope.
A letter from
Julia yesterday mentioned that Mary had withdrawn to her chamber, which she will never leave, except for Paradise.
I hope that you and your wife will find a few moments to see her. I do not know how