Can anybody tell what sorrows are locked up with our best affections, or what pain may be associated with every pleasure? As I walk the house, the pictures he used to love, the presents I brought him, and the photographs I meant to show him, all pierce my heart. I have had a dreadful faintness of sorrow come over me at times. I have felt so crushed, so bleeding, so helpless, that I could only call on my Saviour with groanings that could not be uttered. Your papa justly said, “Every child that dies is for the time being an only one; yes — his individuality no time, no change, can ever replace.” Two days after the funeral your father and I went to Hanover. We saw Henry's friends, and his room, which was just as it was the day he left it. “ There is not another such room in the college as his,” said one of his classmates with tears. I could not help loving the dear boys as they would come and look sadly in, and tell us one thing and another that they remembered of him. “ He was always talking of his home and his sisters,” said one. The very day he died he was so happy because I had returned, and he was expecting soon to go home and meet me. He died with that dear thought in his heart. There was a beautiful lane leading down through a charming glen to the river. It had been for years the bathing-place of the students, and into the pure, clear water he plunged, little dreaming that he was never to come out alive. In the evening we went down to see the boating club of which he was a member. He was so happy in
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