be added, her suitors — made the world in which she lived.
Now, life in its most concrete forms pressed upon her. The baby must be fed at regular intervals, and she must feed it; there must be three meals a day, and she must provide them; servants must be engaged, trained, directed, and all this she must do. Her thoughts soared heavenward; but now there was a string attached to them, and they must be pulled down to attend to the leg of mutton and the baby's cloak.
This is one side of the picture; the other is different, indeed.
Her girlhood had been shut in by locks and bars of Calvinistic piety; her friends and family were ready to laugh, to weep, to pray with her; they were not ready to think with her. It is true that surrounding this intimate circle was a wider one, where her mind found stimulus in certain directions.
She studied German with Dr. Cogswell
; she read Dante
with Felice Foresti
, the Italian
, Latin, music, she had them all. Her mind expanded, but her spiritual growth dates from her early visits to Boston
These visits had not been given wholly to gayety, even in the days when she wrote, after a ball: “I have been through the burning, fiery furnace, and it is Sadrake, Me-sick, and Abed-no-go!”
The friends she made, both men and women, were people alive and awake, seeking new light, and finding it on every hand.
Moreover, at her side was now one of the torch-bearers of humanity, a spirit burning with a clear flame of fervor and resolve, lighting the dark places of the earth.
Her mind, under the stimulus of these influences,