B.C. 48. Coss., C. Iulius Caesar II., P. Servilius Vatia Isauricus. |
CDIV (A XI, I)
TO ATTICUS (AT ROME)
EPIRUS (JANUARY)
I have received from you the sealed document
conveyed by Anteros. I could gather nothing from
it about my domestic affairs. What gives me the
most painful anxiety about them is the fact that
the man who has acted as my steward is not at
Rome, nor do I know where in the wide world he is.
My one hope of preserving my credit and property
is in your most thoroughly proved kindness; and if
ill this unhappy and desperate crisis you still
maintain that, I shall have greater courage to
endure these dangers which are shared with me by
the rest of the party. I adjure and intreat you to
do so. I have in Asia in cistophori 1 money
amounting to 2,200,000 sesterces (about
£17,600). By negotiating a bill of
exchange for that sum you will have no difficulty
in maintaining my credit. If indeed I had not
thought that I was leaving that quite
clear—in reliance on the man on whom you
have long since known that I ought to have no
reliance 2 —I should have
stayed in Italy for some little time longer, and
should not have left my finances embarrassed: and
I have been the longer in writing to you because
it was a long time before I understood what the
danger to be feared was. I beg you again and again
to undertake the protection of my interests in all
respects, so that, supposing the men with whom I
now am to survive, I may along with them remain
solvent, and credit your kindness with my safety.
EPIRUS (JANUARY)